“what hurts most about being lied to is knowing you weren’t worth the truth”

gonna stop telling people anything about this one and only most hurtful heart pain
i’m sort of amazed by how much i let you hurt me
i always knew how much friends esp close friends meant to me, but never did i imagine it to be this bad
thanks for the great memories you left me, and fuck you for leaving it all behind with your lies.

i can repeat whatever i have said to everyone a million times, and i guarantee no one will really understand,
they nod their heads, sigh, nag, try to listen and many other gestures, but really, i know they don’t get it.

though it hurts like hell, but i’ll still move on with what life has planned for me.
i think of you both every night still
i do cry still, once in awhile, less

i just wish u would make up your mind and not stab me with a knief and pull it out to spare the pain and yet once again use a sharper knief to stab me and the very same spot over and over again. once is enough.

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